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Me, year after year. Can't say that I'm living, I'm not. Even if I'm breathing but...it also seem so wrong.
How many fingers your own family pointed at you? It's all the time here, that's why I come to think that if I'm breathing it bothers them.
How many times your parents held you back? Said you can't do it, you're not ready, you won't make it? All the time here too.
How many times you were scared of failing? From getting bad grades, unable to perform anything or even a chore? All the time...
How many times you wanted to be like somebody else? Me too.
How many times you got inspired by... strangers? People you barely know? Or dream of meeting one day? A lot.
How many times you wished to be like everyone else? Mostly.
How many times you wanted to give up? Do whatever comes in your mind first? Leave without looking back?
How many times you'll have to die? Your joy taken from you, a heart that rarely feels anything other than sadness, loneliness and despair.
How many times you felt falling behind?
How many times you've been dragged to situations that are out of your control?
How many times you felt on your own?
How many times you had to be careful around your progenitors (aka.parents) 'cause you trusted them or one of them and they/he/she let you down?
How many times you felt replaced... or been?
How many times you lost a hope that is pure? And got the false hope?
How many times you stopped believing?
How many times you've been judged? Felt the problem is really you?
How many ignored your cries for help or didn't take it seriously?
How many times you been called lazy, accused of wanting a easy life?
How many times you've been compared?
How many times you heard bad things of what you're struggling with? A disorder? An emotional luggage? The toxicity you carry through years? Memories you want to forget so badly? Family issues? Parents? Strangers? Friends that weren't good?
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