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Everything that ever made me happy makes me sad
1 month ago · · Advice,
Ive always drawn and wrote stories, thats who I was, and who I will be.
I cant seem to do it anymore. It's like the praise I get isn't enough. The hours a day I spend creating characters and universes, for NOBODY but myself seems pretty worthless now. Nobody seems to care.
I'll never be anyone big.
And why work so hard, so very very hard, if that'll never happen. Its not even my job, I'm still a school student, but knowing that it only makes me happy apparently isn't enough.
I cant even see the joy of drawing and writing anymore, even though I cant sit still when I'm not. It's an endless cycle, and it hurts myself. But I want to, and I dont know how to stop.