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4 months ago · · Need Advice,
I had a best friend in fifth grade, called Nessa (not her real name) from fourth grade. Then I met Emma, a shy but sweet and sensitive girl. And then later on Cassie came from another school. I didn’t like her, but she tagged along with my group and became “bffs” with us. I was pretty popular. Then I hated her. She was always making snide remarks she thought was smart, copying my work (I was productive and smart), spreading rumors, saying “it’s not my fault” all the time. Nessa, Emma and I made a doc called Queen Bee and we wrote about Cassie. In different names and stuff. I think we all felt a little guilty. I, personally, felt guilty because I had been warning others of. Cassie’s true intentions.
Then Queen Bee stopped, Emma didn’t hate Cassie as much, neither did Nessa. Cassie would always cry and blame us. Especially me. Which is ironic, but weird, because I wasn’t mean to her, actually Nessa was the one that usually teased her and stuff. I hated Cassie more than ever. And outdoor science school passed. My bffs and I shared a cabin but Cassie wasn’t there, because she didn’t go. When we got back she kept on nagging us that she didn’t get to go. She would say “lucky duckies, you guys got to go to science camp.” During that time I was under a lot of stress also, with Harker entry exams and cello and softball and a lot more. So sometimes I snapped at Cassie.
Fifth grade ended. I wasn’t going into sixth grade with them. So at the end up I got Nessa and Emma tiny gifts. I bought one for Cassie but she was extremely mean that day so I didn’t give it to her. Later that week she wrote a doc and yelled at me for all the things I did, like not giving her the gift, not signing her in the bff group, yelling at her, etc. in the beginning I acted kind, but the she said it so much and in such a snobby way that I got mad, and I yelled at her back. She acted like everything was alright. I shared what she (only she) wrote on Nessa Emma and my chat. Nessie was like “what the heck so weird” and Emma wrote a npbunch of emojis saying “everything I felt). She then removed herself from our personal chat and our class chat (Cassie was not in any of them). Nessa didn’t talk as much either. I feel like our friendship has ended. Or maybe there is another reason? I don’t know whether to regret what I did or not.