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4 months ago · · teenager,
so it's summer. and i've been soo bored. i've been seeing everyone on social media have so fun, while i've just been at home, bored. so i finally got the courage to ask my friend that i havent seen in a while if i could come with her and another friend to their summer place. and for so long i'd been thinkin that they don't want me there, but i decided to ask. it took a pretty long time for her to answer and i was already prepearing myself for a no as an answer. but she replied that it was kinda last minute, that theyre leaving in a couple of hours and that i otherwise couldve come. that answer made me a lot sadder than if shed said no. cause i shouldve just asked earlier. but instead i was just scared that shed say no. and whats weird is that i now am annoyed of the way that i answered to her. i seemed happy and okay with it but actually i wouldve wanted to show her how sad i was that i cant come. sorry if this makes no sense but i cant explain it. and now ill just see them having fun too.