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1 month ago · · Need Advice, · Explicit
I Am 19 year old girl .I am toltally fucked up .i dont know what to do now .i am writing it now just because i am feeling the worst,pathetic and even sucidal thoughts are coming right now.i am home these days because of holidays .And its just been 10 days or so ,it became unbearable to be here .before coming home from my hostel ,i was aware that my has to pay some dept .But i thought this issues isn't that big .But after coming here all i can see is people abusive and threatening my dad for money .They even are threatening him by saying that they will kill him if he will not pay back his money..these things are making me sick ..i am too much afraid now.no one is there to help everyone is there for money .i dont know what should i do ...hearing such abusive words for my father is pathetic and what makes it worst is his saying/doing nothing. Seeing your father this week is enough to give you suicidal thoughts. I think i should have never came here .I thought everything will be fine but those funking people are gonna do everything for there money ..i dont know wht god will bring for me but all i can ask for is peace.. also i no longer want to study ..i am done