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I fucking hate myself so fucking much.
I wanna die but I can't.
I am so god Damn fucking ugly
I hurt myself but nothing that will leave scars
No more cutting
Fuck
I fucking hate my life and I fucking hate myself
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I highly doubt youre ugly. Life can better just give it time dont lose hope. Love yourself because you matter as much as anyone else and there will only ever be one you.
ReplyYour life is precious. You are precious. A gift to the world. Know that. Live that.
I would like to make a few suggestions that could be helpful.
1) You are writing because you need to remove bottled emotion. Writing is art. Take out a few fucks and gd's and hate, and you have a gift for sharing your world with others that are going through the same thing.
1a) Try stream of consciousness writing. Read Jack Kerouac for instance. A part of the beat movement from long ago--for current, read Kaur. Atticus.
2) What you believe and speak to the world will shine in your life. Write down on a sticky note or paper things like "I am love", "I am a gift", and "I matter", repeating these things as many times a day as you possibly can. And if you need to write "I am fucking awesome", write that. Repetitive positive speech and thoughts will squash negative feelings.
3) Ask for help. To family, friends, and anyone that you feel needs to understand what you are going through. I was embarrassed to admit my depression after the death of a loved one and after a domestic situation--until I did and my life changed dramatically. Asking for help and taking the steps to love YOURSELF and own YOUR LIFE is a brave undertaking--I have a feeling you can do it.
4) Every single day you get up and choose life and positivity, you are honoring those that cannot.
5) Nothing on earth was created ugly. It is how we choose to see.
ReplyWe are all beautiful in our own ways! Believe and love yourself first before anyone else's.
ReplyIf it helps, I fucking hate my life too at the moment. Just hang in there. We’ll make it out. As crazy as it seems maybe one day we can be happy.
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