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I can't live this life of pain anymore where I encounter,deal with and feel that I'm constantly targeted by people with vile motives towards me. Who only seek ways to harm me and put me down.
I don't believe there is any end because i truly can't live like this anymore.
Feeling hopeless and utterly tired of it all.
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I understand and I sincerely feel for you. Feeling hopeless and tired of everything is such a difficult place to be in. I'm sorry for what you're experiencing. There is an end to it. It won't last. It didn't for me, though it felt like it would never end. I found hope and am glad to be alive. I hope the best for you and that you'll hang in there. You'll be stronger for it.
ReplyNo. You couldn't possibly understand my situation entirely. Not even close to understanding of what people have been and are doing to me that's impacting my life. You'll probably never understand until it happens to you or someone you care about. How could anyone bare the intimidation, harassement, torment, stalking, defamation and slander that these people are doing towards me? I hope this would never be done to anyone else, but it doesn't mean that I have to be the one who has to put up with it and suffer at the hands of others too. I have noticed that these people are using psychological and manipulative tactics on me. They're doing this both online and in public. I don't trust my surroundings out in public anymore. I don't feel comfortable where I live anymore. I don't feel comfortable leaving my house anymore or leave without someone with me.
I can't deal with this anymore and I'm becoming suicidal. I use to never be suicidal and paranoid. There's absolutely nowhere I can go that feels safe for me to relax and not be bothered. It's causing me alot of psychological distress and triggering more trauma then I already have.
I have suffered enough in my life.
It's great that you found hope what ever it was that got you through it and you're happy to be alive.
This isn't the case for me at all and i see no end to this. I'm tired of living in fear and in pain. I just want them to leave me alone and leave my life be when they don't have good intentions towards me.
If I was truly strong, why do I have the urge of wanting to hurt myself and have many moments where I have no will to live? Why am i still struggling by all of this and not getting through with ease?
This hasn't made me stronger. It made me worst and ruined my life.
ReplyWho told you to live that kind of life? It's your choice, it's your life. Make a stand for yourself or leave it all the rest.
ReplyNobody has to tell me to push me to live in fear this way, when it's done by using psychological and manipulative tactics against me. I'm trying to stand up for myself but I feel alone in this
People that I reached out to don't understand this and can't see what's going on. Nobody believes me and knows how to help. I can't leave it to rest when this is continuously being done to me and it's causing me more trauma than I already have.
ReplyI don't know what to do when I don't have money and I can't bring myself to get a job.
It makes me what to kill myself with the amount of stress I'm already dealing with in my life and from what people are doing to me. I have tried multiple times to end my life and I can't bring myself to do it.
I cannot take it anymore and I want a way out NOW!
ReplyIf you want solution now THEN STOP COMPLAINING AND LISTEN TO ME! You are wasting if time alright? Nobody gets out from their problem if they keep thinking they're stuck in that problem and the truth is that they don't but only if they don't think it's a big deal and think instead of feeling.
Look around you, there are people who can help you like police, doctors, psychatrist, professional. Yet again you always post here with same old paranoid stuff.
I know trauma is difficult, I experienced it and got out freely by thinking it, not feeling it. That's all I can say. If you want to rant again, I'm sorry but you won't be getting better and I cannot help you on that.
You be free if you think less of people's fault towards you and more of blaming yourself. I accept my own blames, then I learn from it.
ReplyI'm already my hardest critic.
ReplyBlame for what?
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