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I'm going to rant to you bout my mom and how much I miss her and how it's so darn stupid that the smallest of things make me miss her and cry and..mmmmm I hate just going about my day and hardly thinking about how natural it is now to think/say "the girls and dad" instead of "mom dad and the girls" it's so annoying to me that I think that now. And then theres the constant presence of Mackayla, who is "trying" to help our family get back on our feet (which I guess she does but not well) and she constantly makes moves on my Dad, which just makes it harder, because like 2-3 weeks after moms.... Death... She came to my dad and they did some things... And I can't help wondering if she was waiting for Mom to go.... I know it sounds stupid but it's how I feel. I just... Gaah... I want her to go and I want my mom back! Why didn't God heal her from that dang flippin cancer!!??? If I could go back and change something I would have done her hair more, I would have prayed for her more, I would have done any frickin thing!!!
I just. Dangit! I miss her so much! I want her hugs and love and comforting words and boy advise!
I just miss her.
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:( i felt this. I can't imagine living without my mom. She's my everything. I would probably die without her. I am sorry you have to go through this.
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