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I hate my dad. Any parent or wait hes not even deserving to be called that hes a low life manipulative conartist thieving conniving using psychotic miserable sob snake, that abuses and treAts their kids like circus animals with whips isnt worthy of having children, especially when they wish youd never been born. Hes a horrible man i wish i didnt share the same last name as him.
I want vengeance of his awful treatment hes treated me with u deservingly. He'll kiss other people's asses but doesnt care if he hurts me physically mentally or emotionally. He always cared about his drugs and alcohol more than me they were and i guess still are number 1to him, just unless he thinks he can smooth talk me into helping him then its eff me. I know of a crime he committed a long time ago im tempted to see if i could get him arrested for it but theres no proof in another state. Ive never done anything worthy of his horrible treatment. Ive almost contemplated killing him. Jail times not worth his lowlife ass though. He intruded on my life and basicly took almost everything i had leaving me moneyless and creditcard bills maxed out in my name.
I told my aunt this morning about how hes done me and how he tried to attack me again and would have if not for me holding the door shut so he couldn't get in trying to get to me after starting a horrible yelling match with me because he thought he was defending mom yelling at me because he made me mad for no reason said a smart ass thing so i threw a plastic seat down hard in the floor so he comes in raging when he started it all and takes all his built up rage out on me yes hes very resentful n hypocritical. So anyway my aunt basicly tells shes sorry and about a helpline and basicly im on my own eff me. Thanks ALOT. the only family member i got to talk to. Nobody deserves to be treated the way ive been treated i was always good to him. He was homeless i paid for his bus ticket here. And thats how im repaid. I have no way of getting away from him currently so i dont know what im gonna do. My dr wonders why i have so much fear.....yeah go figure i wonder why. Psychotic sob. Maybe ill be treated better in the next life. When im down and out noone will help me. It makes me wish i were never born. To have to suffer because of a horribly toxic not even worthy to be called parent. Sure ive written about some of this before but he just wont change. His bad karma will comeback on him one day and hell be sorry.
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Ok first of all it's NOT your fault, the only thing i can said to you is maybe try to talk about your dad with your friends, see if you can crash in their place. If not, try to talk to your mother. And if none of these option are working for you go see a therapist, it will be a much better help than me on my computer crying.
You do not desserve anything that happened to you, everyone ardu you are assoles, that's just it.
If really something bad happens, just ran away from this shithole as fast as you can
Reply1 Friends are not an option dont have any.
2. Mom knows about everything and well i wish she woulda left him years ago she cant do anything she walks with a limp.
3. Already seeing a counselor
4. Thank u youre right i dont deserve all this but my moms been a manipulative user of me as wellas he was just so she n him could live the vacation life of not working while doing drugs while i went through hell n torture at a job telling me i couldnt quit or theyd...and i stress "theyd"... be sunk. The acted like i was obligated to keep them up and their addictions. Hell they even got me addicted at one point in time to keep me trapped in the constant hellish circle of handing my paycheck to them and they spent it any damn way they pleased but eff me if i wouldn't work oh no i was so horrible as long as i wasnt keeping the sponges up. She was in on it about as much as my dad was. She was pretty soft hearted now shes all bitter af.
5. If it makes me feel better i will cry about it on a computer all i want as i have no other outlet tyvm and yes i wanna get the hell away from here but have no way of doing so now but thanks for responding :)
ReplyId would do your best to separate yourself as far as possible from your dad. If you cant now, stay strong, you wont have to deal with him forever. Since your safety's at risk, Id look into getting a restraining order against him.
ReplyThanks. I wish i could separate myself from him but i have no way of doing so now unless i just go sleep on a bench on the street. In all actuality hes not even supposed to be here to begin with neither would he have anywhere to go either. He was homeless living in a car in another state kicked out of my grandmas from stealing off her to buy drugs so i wired him the money for a bus ticket to come here as my aunt wouldnt even take him in there he was such a con and a thief. Same for my mom she was thrown out of grandmas too for same reason so i paid for her a plane ticket to come here. I was too naieve to know how they actually were and my family who knew wouldnt tell me or id never have done that probably for both them cause my life was just fine until they intruded on it and we were all forced to move in together as my ex uncle wanted us all out within three days once my mom arrived and had no time to look for a decent place to stay. i was living with my aunt and uncle paying my ownway with them but my ex uncle got into watching porn and was just angry he could not have sex with my aunt so he just threw us all out. yeah great guy. plus he cut my throat and sabotaged me at a job he supposedly helped me to get hindering my advancement there.
I told my dad not to get dependant on me but he did anyway and gets angry if someone treats him how he has me. He cant handle the truth either.
ReplyYou had a strong ground for a case against your uncle, and if your a minor you an call CPS. If not, if you can make the case against who ever owns the property youre living in they can kick him and and threaten legal ramifications if he tries to muscle his way back in.
Hope that helps,
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