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abandonment from the heart

5 months ago · 1 · stress relief


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Why does everyone leave me to the point of either death, disease or their own choice?

What have I done that's made them want to leave me?

I was recently told by a therapist that it's not my fault for what has happened to me, its what HAS happened to me that's easy to understand why I am the way I am- ( clip board to file on internet wise ) but to live in this body? To live with these thoughts? This mindset? To feel completely and utterly lonely and every time you get close to someone... that wall you have leaned on against for so long crashes, and any tree branch you try to just so much as lean on, rots to ashes within seconds it feels..

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  • Novni Guest · 4 months ago

    I like your metaphor of the tree branch

    I'm not sure what to say

    Life has so many negative heartless and empty reminders that make life seem pointless at times sometimes it will last a year a month or even many years

    I think learning and having more knowledge helps even in complete solitude you could escape this pain your feeling

    Sometimes Ill listen to interviews with certain people like authors or artists and hear their own stories and it can be inspiring

    To see someone else who has lived and managed to overcome hardship

    Everyone is different

    Well I hope you eventually reach what you need

    Not sure if I'm of any real help

    " sometimes I Google a question about life .... It's not very helpful.

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