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abandonment from the heart
5 months ago · · stress relief
Why does everyone leave me to the point of either death, disease or their own choice?
What have I done that's made them want to leave me?
I was recently told by a therapist that it's not my fault for what has happened to me, its what HAS happened to me that's easy to understand why I am the way I am- ( clip board to file on internet wise ) but to live in this body? To live with these thoughts? This mindset? To feel completely and utterly lonely and every time you get close to someone... that wall you have leaned on against for so long crashes, and any tree branch you try to just so much as lean on, rots to ashes within seconds it feels..