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It seems like I never fit in anywhere.i am a clear misfit. May be it's all in my head. But why does it seem so real. Friends and family feels so close yet far apart. I try to be the good guy but end up feeling like shit. That's not how I thought being the good guy feels like. I thought one's supposed to feel happy,satisfied and good about themselves when good deeds are done or atleast tried to do good deeds. Can I go to a place away from all this to feel like I belong somewhere? And as I write this... why is it important to feel like you belong somewhere? I'll never know but what I do know is that I desperately want to be home. Home in my definition is where I feel like i fit, where people stop expecting more from me and appreciate for how long I've come FOR ONCE. I don't need a bunch of people to feel that way. I just need a couple of people or just a single person will do. That is gonna be my home where I reside. I don't wanna feel like am the best thing out there. What I do wanna feel like is the comfort of being myself like I always do and people around me being completely okay with it. Like let me be in my calm and serene place, being peaceful where words do not take power over you. Where being calm is accepted and appreciated. I want someone out there be like "let her be" and also knows what's exactly going on in my mind without me uttering a word about it
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Oh the craving to be appreciated or accepted or feel great among our kith and kin, trust me, is something like food and air to us, humans. I say craving here, mind you, its a bit strong than 'want'. Its only natural.
I say, be patient and kind. Everything passes. The good AND the bad.
And you'll find your home sure enough. Maybe tomorrow or the day after. And you'll know when you do. And its something worth waiting or struggling for.
:)
ReplyYeah.
Sounds relatable I think a lot of people go through this process
Stay tuned in with yourself
And just on a dude's pov
Having a guard on your own self is good .... Saying this to yourself for example
Why should I deal with this crap
Personally some things just don't work out and sometimes it's for the best
Probably not what anyone wants to hear but down the road
Think
I'm not going to let you make me feel that way and after a bad relationship you learn
Don't want things ending like that again
Whatever the reason is
Doesn't really matter its in the past
Things take time
I'd say to you
Just consider my temporary advice
Do something for you
Enjoy yourself just a short period of time
And if you want keep it up
Pretty sure you'll be alright
ReplyRemember not to be hard on yourself, and I am sure you would find someone who likes you for youđź’–
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