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3 months ago · · Stress, · Explicit
well i get so inspired by movies and songs and their moral. I always like, after watching a movie, like to get inspiration and work hard in order to achieve what i want. But the problem is i say i wanna get on a diet to lose some weight, i wake up the next day not following the diet, like if i watched a movie at night, the next day my inspiration will be gone. I don't know why but i would like to keep that energy for the next day and forever. I am such a helper to my friends and family to when it comes to hard decisions or hardcore problem. I am a person, optimistic about life and i care so much about my studies and i want to have a bright future, i am working hard but like sometimes i am proud of what i have achieved and sometimes i look at others and say, all what i have achieved is nothing? i doubt myself so much i don't know why but beside that i am always happy and i don't show my insecurities. Plus, all the people around me say how smart and intelligent i am and how much i am helpful but the fuck*** nasty thing is when you help someone fully like to the maximum and they don't waste a minute in order to say hi, i sometimes regret that i helped some people.so from now on i am gonna pay attention so much and choose carefully who i am choosing before even saying hi and being friends.
well it was me sharing my stress, i feel relieved a bit and i would appreciate if you comment your thoughts.
THANK YOU ☺