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3 months ago ·
I don't know how to express my emotions very well. I've been with my boyfriend for a year now and I still don't know how to show him that I love him even when I'm upset because I feel as though I push him away. I've been having a nonstop bickering battle with my mother for the past 3 years and it's EXHAUSTING. I want to have a great relationship with her just like she has it with my older brother and my little sister. But it's hard to try with her if she belittle me every single chance she gets. 2 weeks ago she called me while she was with her friend, she thought she hung up but she didnt. I literally sat there listening to her talk so bad about me for 8 minutes and 26 seconds. All about how I'm a bad child and how my sister is better than me because she's got her life together before me. And how she just doesn't care about my feelings and how she doesn't care about my depression or anything else. It just hurts to know that both of your sibilings and your mother is just enjoying on talking down on you. It hurts so bad even thinking about it, I can't continue.