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I had a panic attack last night, I got yelled at for waking up my partner because I needed their help. I tried to kill myself. I took as many of my anxiety meds as I could. I had hoped I wouldn’t wake up this morning. I feel alone. I feel scared. I still want to die and I can’t tell anyone without it seeming like I want attention or without my s/o possibly leaving me. Suicidal thoughts often run through my head, but last night, when they yelled at me for having an anxiety attack and because they were tired and I woke them up, I realized that I am nothing and I deserve to be dead. I just want to die. I want to bleed out, I want to get in a car accident. Weird thing about suicide, if you succeed, it’s a tragedy, if you fail, you’re ostracized and left. I still want to do it.
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no if you fail you end up with devastating brain injuries
ReplyIn some cases, yes. But in cases where it doesn’t cause any brain injuries, where you can continue to go on with your life, people will avoid you, leave you, thinking you did it for attention. I’m on an anonymous app because I don’t know how to tell those I care about that I want to die. They’ll be mad or leave... that’s exactly what I don’t want. I just want to not feel all of this pain. I want to disappear.
ReplyListen to me dear...it's ok everything is gone be fine. If you are ending up ur life u r just showing the world that u should run away from problems but it's not that way u seems to be very strong and people like u should live and help others understand life in a better way
ReplyI just feel like it doesn’t matter. We as human beings just go about like, all of us wanting the same thing. I just wanted some support from the one person I thought would be there. I feel let down, and this is no new feeling. I just bother everyone. I’m not but a burden. And I’m trying to stay strong, find outlets to air this out without being judged because I don’t want to die, but at the same time, I just don’t want to exist anymore.
ReplyYes we human beings are all after one thing I agree with u but if u want to make a difference u have to be different....and coming to support if there was no one then I wouldn't have been typing this message for you and there are many like me but the biggest strength is u yourself and let the judge it can't harm u until u are determined enough.
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