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I can't recall the last time I cared. Or the last time I had a day that wasn't exactly like the one before. Or the last time I didn't immediately want to die every morning. Or the last time I went a day without thinking about the gun in my footlocker; how good it's gonna taste...
I don't remember me anymore.
No one else remembers me either.
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I'm so sorry that you feel this way. I don't know what else to say other than it really does get better. and holy shit do I know that that doesn't make you feel any better right now but just be strong. I can sit here and list all the things you can do to help, but I'm sure you've heard them before. Just really try. That's so so hard when it all seems so pointless, but it isn't pointless at all. i'm just at a loss for words, i know this is so hard, but it's possible to get better. please, please just try. reach out. tell someone you feel this way and if they don't help you tell someone else, and keep telling someone until something happens. please just don't leave this earth sooner than you have to because it really is a beautiful place
ReplyI don't think the world's a beautiful place. I think it was meant to be and we screwed it up and now it's ugly and rotten. But I think there is still beauty to be found (although that mostly comes from my faith in God). I find music and art to get me through. Pictures of landscapes I can't go to, that hurt to look at because I'm so trapped, but they're still beautiful. I take a walk and breathe the air and look at the trees and try to forget about the concrete all around me (or think of how it will look when it all crumbles and nature takes over). My suggestion is to go find something beautiful; to make that the reason worth living, finding beautiful things in an ugly world.
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