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I've been procrastinating all my life, and it doesn't seem like I'll ever be fully "ready" for it, yet I can't delude myself into being okay with living either. People just tell me to change my life if I'm not happy with it, as if I haven't tried. And even if I could live a happy life, I don't see the point. I'll be scared of death, and I will die anyway.
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Might as well live a full, exciting, happy life because we really only do have one life. Why end it when you can have thousands of more amazing memories? There’s a whole world waiting out there for you. Jump out of your comfort zone and do something spontaneous. Meet new people, fall in love, go on hundreds of rides, drive for hours, the choices are limitless. Live your life babe <3
ReplyI don't find anything enjoyable. I'm sorry for not being capable of doing more than I'm already trying to get through with.
ReplyHow about NEVER. all of our bodies will expire at one point. No need to make it any sooner than needs to be. Try to find things that make you happy. Or try to bring joy and kindness to somebody else. The world really needs it. Enjoy what you can.
ReplySomeone once said that I should kill myself to rid the world of my negativity. I think so too. Everything bad that's ever happened to me will die with me. I don't need to keep perpetuating this cycle of pain.
A lot of people on Omegle tell me that it's good to have people like me kill ourselves because we are weak and deserve to die. Maybe my death will be my contribution to the world. Maybe they will be happy.
ReplyAre you kidding? Screw what people on omegle say its your life not theirs they are just trolls who think its funny. Do not listen to them or do anything bad to yourself ok?
Replyok
Replyi feel the exact same way.
ReplyDo you have suicide plans
Replysadly yes a lot actually i just don’t want to accept that i do think of it
Replyyes actually i just don’t want to accept that i think of it
ReplyWhy do you feel like you won't be ready for life? I just need an understanding here.
ReplyWhen is the right time to kill myself? I've been procrastinating all my life (that is, waiting to killing myself), and it doesn't seem like I'll ever be fully "ready" for it (suicide)
Replykill* I don't proofread :/
ReplyAh, I see now. Well, I'm trying to understand why you feel like you should kill yourself. In your original message, you said, "People just tell me to change my life if I'm not happy with it, as if I haven't tried. And even if I could live a happy life, I don't see the point." So, are you saying that you are not satisfied with your life?
ReplyYeah but I don't see why some change would make it worth living
ReplyI understand. So, are you thinking more like if you change, then you may get nothing from it?
ReplyIt's not like I don't try to improve my life, but it just doesn't work. And even if my life got happier by some miracle, I would still have every reason to kill myself. My past would be just as crippling as before, my future would get more painful when I get old and sick, other people and animals would continue suffering and there's nothing I can do to help. Life would continue being fundamentally meaningless and risky and uncertain, and death would still come and nullify everything.
ReplyI don't think that death nullifies everything. But I won't get into talk about Heaven unless you're interested in discussing it. Even still, I think the world is a broken, screwed up place full of pain, toil, and all sorts of heartache. I don't want to continue suffering through it either (or the chronic pain disease I have), but I have reasons to stay. So my option is to find the little things that are beautiful. I find music, like the cello, or Chinese classical erhu and zheng. I draw and paint to create things I think are beautiful, even though they're pretty bad ;). I have spent hours just starring at Monet's Water Lilies. At least with the internet we can find those things even if we're trapped in other ways. Hope that helps some, hope you can find something you see as beautiful.
ReplyAh, I see what you're trying to say now. So you're saying that if you do something, then death is always possibly at the door, right? Or that death is the common end?
Based on this and what we know, humans do die, yes — all the time. In your opinion, does death erase everything that we have contributed in the world?
Replyno matter how bad u feel, there is always something good. even if u have to look really hard for it... it there
ReplyI find that hard to believe
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