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I'm 18, just graduated highschool a few months ago, and I was in a relationship. During this relationship I was always happy, and throughout my entire school career, I was known as the happy and carefree person that anyone could talk to. Basically you would talk to me, and I'd respond in a similar manner, no matter who it was. So, a month after graduating, I felt overwhelmed in my relationship, because everything was my fault, and the stress just kept building up until I completely cut ties with her. I haven't heard from her since, and I've not been the same since. I closed all of my doors mostly with all of my friends. I'm down to 3 people I can truly call my friends, and I feel like I may be using them to fill a void within myself. One of the many problems within that relationship was that I based all of my happiness around her, and she was right. Without her, I feel alone. I feel like I cant talk with anyone the same, and I feel like if I do, I'll just be left behind and forgotten. I'd say my school life did quite a lot to distance my from my peers, but in reality, I think it was me who distanced myself. I blame my school life all the time, but never myself. On top of all of this, every possible monetary problem has happened recently. Car broke down, tried repairs, but nothing as of yet. My sister is partially paralyzed and we dont know why, and she refuses to let us take her to a neurologist. I cant get a job, because I dont have a car. Everything is just going wrong at the same time, and I've just bottled in all of my excess emotions. I dont like the new me, and I want to go back to the days of ease, and happiness without being tied down by all these emotions and stress.
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