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I want to break this song down and explain my relationship with my ex-boyfriend. I feel like this might help me.
I hear a voice say "Don't be so blind" - I knew for a long time something just wasn't right. I chose to be "blind" to it because I loved him.
It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide - I question if he was cheating on me. I don't know still. I was afraid and paranoid he was.
Am I your one and only desire? - again, I was afraid he was cheating on me which would mean he no longer desired me.
Am I the reason you breathe or am I the reason you cry? He had nighttime panic attacks and I wondered if it was my fault. I think I'm cursed and people end up hating me eventually.
Always, always, always, always, always, always
I just can't live without you - I really did think I could ever live without him. I was wrong. I'm fine.
I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you - I don't know how I feel about him at this point. I remember all the nights he disappeared after work without letting me know anything. I would have breakdowns and I hated him for it.
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you - he was my one and only desire. The reason I lived.
I just can't take anymore this life of solitude - he ended up isolating me from everyone besides people he knew. I lost friends because of him. I never went anywhere.
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you - I left and moved back to my mother's because I just couldn't take the mental pain anymore and now I'm done with him.
I feel like you don't want me around - I felt like that and he proved me right. He didn't want me around.
I guess I'll pack all my things - I did exactly this.
I guess I'll see you around - we play dungeons and dragons with a group, so if it continues, I will see him around.
It's all been bottled up until now - all the pain, denial and things I kept bottled up came out. Same with him, I won't go into details, but he said I was broken.
As I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound. Always, always, always, always, always, always. - I will always love him. He also told me we'd always be together.
No need to break the chorus down again.
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take any more
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you
I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you.
I left my head around your heart - in my head, he was the only thing that mattered.
Why would you tear my world apart? - he tore my world apart, he was the only thing I knew. He broke me.
Always, always, always, always
I see the blood all over your hands does it make you feel, more like a man? - did breaking me feel good to him?
Was it all, just a part of your plan - did he plan to break me when he dumped me?
This pistol's shakin' in my hands - I see this as me cutting him off and it kills me.
And all I hear is the sound
I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take any more
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you
I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I just don't know what is real anymore. He told me my mother was a sociopath, but he was the sociopath. My mind is in shambles and I'm struggling to put it back together.
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Holy crap . He wanted you definitely but you did or done something he didn’t like . It’s not easy but the blame might be on you flag my comment but he definitely was in the middle of making you a batter person .
ReplyDid you mean better? I assume so. I'm not going to flag your comment considering you weren't rude and don't know the whole situation. I'm going to be posting about it once I don't breakdown while writing it. Haha
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