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What I wanted
3 years ago · · Emotional Pain,
I really want to tell him I miss him and how I appreciate him as a person and how much he means to me. I want to talk to him. I want to call him. I want to say that I really like him, and how grateful I am that I met him. But I can't. I can't tell him now. It's too late for me to say those things. I regret not saying and doing what I want. If only I could turn back time. I'll do what I want and say what I want to say. I want to experience having a boyfriend too. I want to know what having a relationship feels like. I want to confess. I want to have a date with him. I want to tell him that I really want to hang out with him, to go to the movies with him and eat in a restaurant with him and spend time with him. I want to love him back. I want to make him feel that I am grateful for his presence. I want to thank him for always being there for me when I needed someone to talk to, and whenever I feel down he's always there to comfort me. I want to tell him that I like him as much as he likes me. I don't know if it's okay to wait for you. I don't know if you still feel the same for me. I don't know what you think of me now. Maybe you've changed. Your feelings probably changed as well. I've changed. But my feelings for you will never changed. I don't know how much longer I can hold on to these feelings...