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I feel like my life is trickling away, the years slipping by, and I'm doing nothing with them. Years that've faded away, along with the faces and names of the people I used to surround myself with. I'm scared to wake up one day and realize that it's over and that I've done nothing, felt nothing else, loved no one else.
I found and fell in love so often, when I was younger. Made silly connections that blossomed into deep-etched memories of love and, eventually, loss. Now, I find I can't gather the energy to even try. I smile, she smiles, we talk, there seems to be a connect, then something clicks off inside me and I don't even try anymore.
Sometimes, when it's quiet and everything is motionless, I just want to scream and shout and shatter the silence. I feel like there's a sudden anger and frustration lashing inside of me but then it's gone and I'm left in the silence and feeling like something is missing.
There's always something missing. I don't know what.
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