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Suicidal, But Can't Find Help
What does it mean if you spend 6 hours explaining to the ER personnel that you are suicidal, and then they tell you that they don't have room for you and sen...
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To the person who titled their post with x_x
Your comments have been disabled. Therefore, you do not want me to talk to you. I am sorry for going against your wishes. I am sorry. I am so sorry for everythi...
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ReplyI was born into a family of six. Three other siblings and.my parents. I'm the youngest. First me, then my sister, then my other sister, then my oldest brother. My home is somewhat chaotic. Been that way ever since I could remember. From 5th grade to 8th was what built up my fuel to open my eyes. I was a weird kid. Crying over everything, interacting with people strangely and making weird noises, and being socially awkward. From freshman year of highschool to now, I have been troubled. Just troubled, dont know why but i was plagued by something. As time went on my parents noticed and it got bad enough for me to go to the hospital. I got out and much later I was diagnosed high functioning autistic. Things where up and down from then on. I've always had dark violent sadistic thoughts. I wanted to punish those who I felt deserved it. I'm very troubled with a twisted moral compass. I think I'm delusional.
ReplyI have seasonal affective disorder. Basically my depression gets really bad in the fall and winter. I’m fine I’m spring/summer but it’s october now and it’s back. Last year my parents found out that I used to cut. It didn’t end well. I would give anything to cut again, especially now.... I get these urges and I just wish I could slice myself up until there was nothing left to slice... but I know I can’t because my parents would find out again and it would end even worse. I wish I didn’t have to deal with this. Sorry for taking up ur time.
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