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10 months ago · · Explicit
My 10th wedding anniversary is tomorrow. My husband is passed out. Alcoholic. The last year has been the worst of my life. I want a divorce but he threatens suicide. I'm stuck. Fucking stuck. I've asked, begged, cried for him to please stop drinking...nothing works. All broken promises and empty memories. I cant tell anyone cause on the outside he is perfect but if anyone knew the name calling, cussing, shaming..they wouldnt believe me. We moved 12 hrs from our families- my idea to mobe to the beach since we have no kids or parents-..all alone. No one to come get him. No one to come get me. I am miserable. I feel so ashamed to be in this predicament. On paper I am smart, independent, stubborn. When it comes to him I suck. I want to leave so fucking bad. I just worry what he will do or how he will live without me doing everything. I. Am. Stuck. 17 years wasted. Stuck.