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All right so I’m posting this on here because I have no friends to tell it to and no one that would pay attention to me likewise. I’ve been severely sad and lonely and, for a lack of better terms, depressed. I’m a straight man and I’ve had a couple women in my life that made me happy and feel at peace with myself. But when I was without them I feel like everyone would just be better off without me and I’m just better off not being here. It’s unhealthy for me to be this way but that’s just the way I am. I hate myself and always will. But when I have someone to love and cherish and have fun with me in my life I thoroughly enjoy that. I’m just such a pathetic low life that nobody’s gonna want to give me that chance to show them what I can really be. All I do is work and come home. I have no desire for college because there’s no point in failing in courses I don’t even care about. I have no passions left in me so college is just out of my picture. I just want to know what else I can do to maybe meet some friends and eventually get a girlfriend. I’m worthless without anyone for me to care for. I’m not twenty just yet so everyone at my work is definitely not gonna work. I just work with a bunch of old people in a restaurant. I don’t want to hear “just go to a coffee shop” or “go to a museum” cause I’m really not charismatic at all. There’s really no one out there for me. I’ll never do online dating either. I can’t fall in love with someone I just met. Truth is, I don’t think anyone will love me. And the two women before never did love me as a partner or in a romantic light. They’d just say that I was the best man in their life and go right back to their boyfriends which were always better than me in every way. Point is, I don’t think anyone could ever love me especially if I never could. I’m just stuck being a loser the rest of my life just going to work and coming back home to sleep. Just to get up the next day and go back to work and then coming home to sleep yet again. I’m really just doomed to this pathetic waste of life that I live
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ReplyOh I'm sorry to hear that :( , but ur still young I mean alot of ppl feel this way it's ok. but if you don't have anything to love yourself for, try loving yourself for nothing, not judging yourself,like parents love their kids, you're not supposed to be perfect from the start, it's only important for you to start somewhere, you see the negative side of life, but why dont you try to notice the good things, about your daily life, about yourself, about anything, I'm sure there are good things in your life, and if you start loving your life and your self, you will of course grow and become better because you of course will start caring about yourself, people will start loving you even more, maybe there are lots of ppl who love you but you just don't see it. And you will start loving people around you and they will notice that, you have to have love to give it to others u know.
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