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8 months ago · · Revenge , · Explicit
If only i truly was an unempathetic psycho-sociopathic killer, I could easily kill senselessly all the people who've gotten in my way by messing with me and my life on purpose. I would rip them to shreds maliciously that blood pours the hell out everywhere, for what would be to me people who are these shit filled dirt bags who've hurt me and ruined my life.I can imagine doing it without any hesitation,mercy and enjoy getting rid of things I don't want. Losing it on people who actually deserve it because they hurt people on purpose without any fucking remorse.
You know what. I would be the female version of Dexter and get away with it so easily. The thing is I'm not crazy enough to do that and I don't suffer from severe personality disorders etc... However, sometimes I can imagine killing and physically hurting people who actually fucked me over big time and deliberately came after me to hurt me.
I just wouldn't let them get away with it so easily as I do now if I were severely psychologically unwell. I will say what's true, I do have a crazy imagination about it but I feel lucky that I'm still empathetic.
You can never underestimate a person you can't fully figure out and when push comes to shove who knows what a person is capable of when they're constantly being poked at. I'm already broken myself and slightly mentally unwell, but who's really to say whether I'm capable of killing or not? I guess nobody will ever really know.