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1 month ago · · Stress,
I feel alone. I honestly just feel as if no one is really seeing me, and I don't have my mom to talk to anymore so I'm going to rant on here.
I feel physical affection deprived. That makes sense right?
I need someone to just hug me and let me cry with them and I don't really have anyone to do that with. I'd ask my best friend, but we're both awkward af and I like him so that's a no. I'd ask my sis but I just don't feel like I can, it's been to hard to show my weakness to my family, this is mainly because I feel like I have to be strong for them. It's stupid but it's how I am.
I really need a companion to just hug and cry on. I usually hug my dog, but she's getting old, I'm getting weird looks from my family and she isn't a service dog. I'm not going to therapy again, that's a no. I hated that. I know it's supposed to be easy and all to talk to the person, but I isn't. I just couldn't trust the person. It's not that they weren't nice, its just I couldn't.
I kinda want to ask my dad for a puppy. Just so I can be distracted from these thoughts.
I miss my mom. I really do. I just wish she was still here and then I could rant to her instead.
That's all folks, bye.