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My mom and dad are making EVERYTHING in my life miserable and confusing!!!
1 month ago · · Stress,
I am a normal 13-year-old Muslim girl, even though sometimes I don't feel like the religion I am. Of course I believe in god and everything that Islam believes in, but I just don't like the hard parts like praying and fasting and wearing a scarf and covering your body head to toe and stuff. I like to talk to my friends and I occasionally swear, and sometimes are conversations aren't always PG. But COME ON! Don't tell me you haven't had one dirty conversation with someone. Anyways, so since I don't have a phone (I still get teased for that) I use my sister's phone to text my friends. And since my sister has an insta, my friend Hannah (fake name btw) decided to dm me about these 2 youtubers, Cody Ko and Noel Miller. They have a podcast and a music group, both of which are called TMG (Tiny Meat Gang). They are super funny (not always appropriate, but super funny). We were talking about their videos (not appropriate, may I remind you) and then my mom comes in my room (without knocking UGH!) and she's like "what r u doing?". She takes the phone and leaves and i'm like "oh shooot" later my sister is like "moma says ur not allowed to use my phone bc of the messages" and I'm like, ok I get that I shouldn't have been talking about...um... stuff with my friends, but NOT ALLOWED TO USE THE PHONE PERIOD?!?!? Ok I HAVE had some trust issues in the past, but I do feel bad about everything I did. And now my mom trusts me less, and she's ignoring me. Like I'm not joking she's been ignoring me for the past 2 moths bc of trust issues and my arguing. But what do you expect? I don't know how to fix anything and I am freaking out. Help! I recognize my faults, but I feel like the crack in the iceberg between me and my parents is getting bigger and bigger. And one day the two icebergs will separate from each other and drift off. Is there even a point to living? I feel unloved and I feel like my parents don't give me freedom! I really need help!
-13 and Depressed (lol)