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I occasionally want to kill my self. Sometimes just a little, sometimes it’s almost serious. For the past three or four days though I’ve been solidly suicidal. I’ve wanted to die every day so far and intermittently throughout the day. I know I can’t really because I would hurt too many people, I’m scared it would hurt, I’m not sure about it, and it’s super permanent. So I don’t think I will. I do know exactly how much ibuprofen, aspirin, and acetaminophen we have (19,400mg, 15,600mg, and 38,500mg respectively). Plus we have a full bottle of white wine for cooking. I’m pretty certain having all of that would kill me. It’s be really painful though. The strange thing is I actually want to live, I just don’t want to have to do all the things I need to do to live. I’m just way too lazy to be alive. I should really talk to someone about this.
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ReplyYou’re just too strong to live this way. You’ve been thro this all. You’ve been strong enough. You are not the problem. It’s the norm around us. I literally wanna bring you out of these but I know I ain’t worth for that because I’m myself being suicidal. But I don't wanna die. I wanna be positive enough. I wanna spread love. Though I’m certainly in pain all the time. I want every other people to be fine. Life is difficult but think about that day when everything was just the way you wanted it to be . You’d have loved that day like crazy. You’d still value it. That’s how life is. It gives you something beautiful and it snatched it away too but we gotta be strong enough.
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ReplyYou are a strong indepemdent person
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