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4 weeks ago · · Suicide,
I occasionally want to kill my self. Sometimes just a little, sometimes it’s almost serious. For the past three or four days though I’ve been solidly suicidal. I’ve wanted to die every day so far and intermittently throughout the day. I know I can’t really because I would hurt too many people, I’m scared it would hurt, I’m not sure about it, and it’s super permanent. So I don’t think I will. I do know exactly how much ibuprofen, aspirin, and acetaminophen we have (19,400mg, 15,600mg, and 38,500mg respectively). Plus we have a full bottle of white wine for cooking. I’m pretty certain having all of that would kill me. It’s be really painful though. The strange thing is I actually want to live, I just don’t want to have to do all the things I need to do to live. I’m just way too lazy to be alive. I should really talk to someone about this.