What are you looking for?
This is strange..
7 months ago · · life,
I've loved you since I first saw your face in person. I've put all my work and effort into finding you again, after all these years. I knew you loved me too, and I know that you still do. I'd like to say I still love you back, that I've been crazy without you, well it's still kind of true. I can never stop thinking about you.
But at the same time... You're so complicated and slow to show your feelings, I think I'm finally losing patience. I think my feelings for you are fading. I've always, since I met you, ALWAYS wanted to keep talking to you, even on days where you completely ignore me like this because you're "too scared"
But now, my hope and faith is slipping. I'm tired, I have a headache, I'm too exhausted to keep on doing this with you. I literally feel like I'm forcing myself to hit you up now, and baby, that's just not right. It feels like we will never meet in person again, and that hurts me. "Love is like a fart. If you have to force it, it's probably crap." I'm sorry but I think I'm actually falling out of love with you .-.
I never thought this day would come ):