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Desires of love, faith, and acceptance from the beautiful creation of God
4 years ago · 0 · Love, +8
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I usually write poems, that doesnt help anymore. I used to try to draw my desires, I cant draw well at all. I used to try to write about them, but I'm not a good writer. I used to fantasize it in my mind, but that only makes me feel worse. Knowing I most likely wont have it. I cant describe my desire and possible healing. Innocent love. It would be like young love. Heh, to be young again. Sounds like something an elderly would say. But I'm actually 18. But throughout my childhood and adolescence, I isolated myself. I had problems, mental problems. Still have them. I never lived a life like you could consider how a child should have lived. I was always troubled. Conflicted. No girl will accept me. My desire to find love. There is a darkness, a malice in me that came from my silent suffering. Its growing and getting stronger. And might snap. But maybe, love and friendship will help heal me.
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