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I was under attack the other day. It started subtly enough- an uncomfortable twinge here, and a disquieting poke there. It came to a head when I was sitting in the car, not breathing. Tears threatened to spill. Dont breathe and they wont fall. Get it together now. Choking down a wet sob. Body tense except for my chattering fingertips. Dont let them see you cry. There is no need to cry. Blood hammering in my ears. Mind running in a million directions. When did I get on a merry go round? A year from each eye slip down. You will be a burden. Dont cry. My husband gently strokes my hair. It's okay. You're okay. He soothes the chaos...momentarily. The next attack- he will leave sooner or later. Look at you. Crying out of nowhere in a car. Burden. Hindrance. Annoyance. No one wants to be around you. Why does he put up with you. Why does anyone. Defense- I'm not okay right now but I will be. Dont hide away. Dont believe the lies. You have no power here.
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