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I know this is long but it would mean the whole world to me if someone would read it. It's been a struggle for me over these past few years. I'm only fourteen so that probably sounds weird, but basically I've been struggling with depression, anxiety, and BPD for the past 3 years and I was only diagnosed last year and it was after being hospitalized 3 times for suicide attempts. my life hasn't been easy to be honest, sometimes I just wonder why it was even made. why everything is like this. Why some people have it so easy. why I'm so overdramatic about everything. Nobody gets it. I tried the DBT program at the hospital hoping that it would help me, but they gave up on me because I didn't make enough progress. At least not as much as the other people. it was really depressing and it really made everything worse. over the past two weeks I've been having suicidal thoughts and it's been unbearable. I experienced child abuse when i was younger, which is one of the main reasons i'm like this. The therapists always force my mom to come anyways. None of them care. They just tell me that i'm overreacting and don't belive me. Everytime i go to hospital its the same thing. CPS worker too. They can't help me. So i won't try anymore. There's clearly no hppe for me. Fortunetly that won't be a problem very soon.
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You are so very strong and Iām so sorry you feel like this. There are people out there who care you just have to find the right ones <3
Replyhello there, i'm so sorry that the society around you is so terrible. do keep in mind that you're a beautiful person, and you don't have to take in everything that life hits you with. i know it's hard but i hope one day you will feel better <3
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