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I punched a hole in his heart...and created my own personal hell
4 years ago · 2 · marriage, +10
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He punched a hole in the wall soon after I punched a hole in his heart with the news I delivered. 7 years later the hole still remains with a comic poster hiding its entirety, it's impressively round so you would think a man with a round hand would have delivered such a punch, it's round like the wedding ring he's never returned to his finger. He claims it's because he's become too round for it to fit any longer, yet thousands of dollars have been spent on meaningless items to fill the hole in his heart. How can I expect him to return his ring to signify everything's okay when he says it is after what I've done. They say actions speak louder than words, so his words that don't depict his actions scream he's always lying to me. Soon I might not have you at all, no one will, but in reality you left me the moment I said yes to marry you, and I left you soon after but never on my own two feet. The guilt keeps me trapped in the hell I've created for myself, I'll never be free or feel safe, because I won't let myself be, I won't let myself feel good enough to walk away and live my potential. I'll find a way someday, but tonight not the night. So until then, maybe I can be better than I was yesterday, and maybe he'll be a safe place.
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he wont be a safe place. its not your fault, you deserve to be happy.
ReplyWalk away, start over, don't look back. You couldn't fill in the hole he punched, you just covered it, and it's still there, it will always be there.
Get away from it, get away from him, and it doesn't matter who is guilty - it never really does.
Leave, be happy, be without him.
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