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Im gonna keep this as brief as I can. About 4 months ago roughly, i had a mental breakdown at the same exact time i started a new job. Ive been depressed for years. The pain and anxiety built up inside me for nearly 7 years and i finally broke. Most people my age are just staring their careers or at the very least are working part time. Well fast foward to now i started another job. After my breakdown i just decided to look for something else. What i found stresses me out even more than the last job i tried. When i was 16 in high school i worked for aboht a year as a busser. Never really complained about it and i liked it. After that i worked at a grocery store for about a year. Wasnt my favorite job but it was bearable. Then i worked internships for about 100 hours. I also had a summer job last year. I never was officially a full timer yet. Although sometimes my part time jobs would give me over 40 hours a week. For some reason though at this moment in time i cannot find a job i like or can handle mentally. I am extremely overwhelmed at my new position. I want to quit already 5 days in. I dont want to disappoint my family. I have been quite lazy the past few years. I took off over a year since my last job. I think its mostly the fact i have no friends to hang out with. I go to school, work, come home, repeat. The free time i do have i always waste sleeping or watching movies. I have no energy after working. I just have nobody to go out and enjoy my free time with. I dont know what to do. I mean its just a part time job 30 hours a week. Its not going to be my career, but i feel like i should be able to handle it. I just cant. Not for long at least. What would you do? " Quit and look for something else? Suck it up and be miserable? Look for something else while im working here? Literally im so anxious at this job im having stomach issues and that has never happened to me before at my previous jobs.
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emm...I'm so sorry ,I think I can't give you any advice because I don't really know what to say ,But I can see its already tough for you ,You've done great handling it for those days ,I had the days when I just tired lonely and mess it can be ,I just feel I need someone to talk with ,befriend with but I can't find them in my neighborhood or school (basically I can't find them in my league) so I try penpalling (online friend)and I really for a moment I can have a friends even though its online (I try an apps call SLOWLY ,its really good) latter on I feel more lively and I started organize my life again one by one (and also I realise I need to give my self a break when things get scramble up /basically tired,I try to calm my self also(go to pray 'Note: its my own preference'),I tried fighting even tough its hard ,anyway bless you and good luck
ReplyLook for something else. Try to do it while you're employed. Just try, if not no big deal. Try thinking outside the box for jobs or even just apply for jobs you know you're not qualified for but you want to do it. Sometimes you get lucky and an opportunity opens up. Maybe even try a temp agency just to see what else is out there. I wish you luck. I'm going through a very similar thing cant find a job that I can mentally or physically handle but its given me time to actually try some meds that are kinda working. now I feel like I might be able to work, but I just started looking. So best of luck. I hope I was helpful
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