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people included:melenie(my supposedly bestfriend) noah(my crush even tho he feels nothing the same for me) michael(melenies boyfriend) jacky(me)
date this was wroten and happened:nov 15 2019
if its not wroten good is probably because my eyes are all watery.
So today i was crying all day because my best friend likes my crush and she knows I have liked him since the 1st day of school and not only that but she also has a boyfriend so I am really confused like what does she want she has what she wants so yeah...I am really really depressed because they flirt she wears his beanie and I gotta admit i do get super jealous but i cant do nothing about it because we are not dating and we like rarely talk so i feel really stupid right now i dont know what I am doing right now I am literally dead inside.She told me 1 day she said if my boyfriend breaks up with me i am going with Noah(my crush) and i was just like waow you actually just said that knowing that i liked him for like a really long time so i told her and she said you really think i will cheat on my boyfriend like that (she would shes a bitch) and i said yes then i told her boyfriend what was going on because he kept on asking why was i crying first i said no and he said if i dont tell him and stop crying i was going to make him cry so i just told him and then i was kinda like dang why did i tell him it was gonna get him sad because his girlfriend is basically cheating on him so i just asked him if he is ok or is he sad mad or some but he said he was ok he didnt really care i knew he wasnt ok so i asked him again and he said i am crying inside but i dont want to show it so i just started feeling bad.Next he looked at them talking and he told me not to look but i had to look then i looked back and they were talking and all that so since i love him really bad tears started to come out then Michael saw it coming and he said oh no no no dont cry i just said i just cant do it because they are basically always together then he said that i was going to make him cry because he doesnt like seeing me cry Next he showed me a funny video to make me forget about all of what was going on and it kinda worked i was just hiding my feelings inside,i started laughing then i turned and me and noah made eye contact and then he just stared at me like if i was crazy then i looked back and started crying again micahel asked why was i crying again and i told him why then he said he is only doing that because he doesnt know the real story melenie might of told him a lot of lies and a whole different storie then he reminded me about of what happened last year what happened last year was that melenie thought i liked michael and she kept on saying i did and then said she was going to kill me because i supposedly liked him but i didnt and she was just really jelous and we always said that we didnt like each other but she never believed since then i couldnt really talk to him,have any social media of him or have his phone number she didnt even trust me about having his phone number that she had to look trough all my contacts i felt really bad,stupid and dumb i just wanted to die then one day she said she wasnt scared of this one girl because she said she knew that michael would never like her but then she said but i dont know about Jacky since shes an asshole and i was just like why does it have to be me and i didnt do anything about it when i told all this to michael he said dang shes insane and then said that he lost feelings ever since she said that she was going to kill me if i ever liked him Then for some reason the whole school found out and everyone thought i was the bad one in the storie beause she kept on making stories then everyone was asking me what did i do to melenie and it made me sad and cry more because i never did anything to he she was the one being fake because she liked my crush and still said i was her bestfriend.The worst part was that Noah thought i was crazy and he doesnt feel the same for me at all and i just dont know i just wanna die because everytime i think about this makes me cry more and im always thinking about this.I dont know if i should talk to noah or just try to forget about him if Noah dates her i dor really give a fuck he is just dumb if he does because shes going to cheat on him and be really jelous. :( i cant no more i just wanna die
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You need to forget about Noah . And forget about melenie as your friend . She isn’t a real friend . And you shouldn’t want to die over some crush. He isn’t worth it. One day you will look back on this situation and laugh .
ReplyUhhhhhhh well um I think you and that Michael character would be good together. He seems to care a lot about you
Just saying 🤷🏻♀️
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