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"I think im gunu die"
2 months ago · · sharing,
She says to herself in the background...
I know right?
But the highs
make me feel so alive.
I can't help sometimes
but remind myself
of happy moments I had in life
Fire trying to re-ignite
but the spark just aint right
Don't expect me to live life
WITHOUT these highs...
I just want the night to shine
like my own fights..
These last fights in life I grasp so tight,
to try to find the past sites
The not so bright, but DARKER times
those nights i cried
My eyes all wide
The rape or molestation
pushed in the back of my mind.
I'm not a child anymore!
I'm growing up, you're little whore
She wants to know more, even if it kills her
Cuz whats this life without its gore?
Who am I? Who was I? What's going on? How old was I, four?
What happened? I'm not ready but I also want to know
Did someone hurt me? Is this why I let relationships go?
Still in pain but still happy, cuz this girl is a fighter
She's gunu die one night, still strong tho, she'll lie there with her happy little lighter
......idk im high rn 😂💚