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I love you still ..You, i can't forget ever and i don't want to also.. the pain of not having you close makes me realise how much my heart is capable of loving. The way I have bared my heart to you and the comfort i feel in sharing my thoughts with you ,haven't felt with anyone. I think I converse with you more every day than i do with others. Now a days they say i talk less i admit I do cos i prefer silence only just to be with you in my own way. Though i don't see you everyday but your eyes pierce deep into my soul even when my eyes are closed. Vaguely i remember your voice but truly i wish to hear it again. Once The yell that torn me apart in past sometimes I wish to bother you that much if you remember so that again you would scold me and on that pretext i could hear you again.
Sometimes I really miss my craziness cause in absence of that i have become very calm..a lifeless thing ..i don't enjoy anything now,though i participate cos somethings can't be avoided but I don't know why it feels so empty.. From inside only i have become empty and the reason 'why' I can't share with anyone, i keep everything to myself.. sometimes I don't even prefer to come here also i wish to disappear so that no one can reach me.. I don't want to bother anyone i wish every soul to forget about my existence ...yes you can say this is pain yes i admit I say it from deep pain but don't mistake it as depression certainly not..it's deep rooted pain only ...i don't truly belong anywhere and i don't know where i went wrong..Loving you is wrong but i don't understand why it feels so right to me ..but am not justifying and whom to justify when only i have made all my choices. I inflict pain into my heart i know but still i can't stop loving you. It's always you and I will carry you to my grave.
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ReplyIf you truly loved me ,you wont let me go if you truly loved me ,you wont treated me as option.you treated me as option ,i left you as choices..simple as that.
ReplyI feel this deeply I understand this op on a whole level. Only I don’t have the skill to write it
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