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I have Anxiety. About a year ago, it got really really bad, like I would get so anxious about how I looked that I would hit my head. Nothing serious happened, I thought that there was no way for all of my worries to go away. THe deal that I had with people including my doctor and my parents was that I could either go on medicine or go to a therapist. I tried a therapist for a while, and despite what everyone said would happen, the opposite was true. I was told that I would start feeling better, but talking about serious with a total stranger once a week, when they knew my medical history, name, an what I looked like just wasnt working out for me. I started to feel worse actually, so I went on medicine. The medicine helps, but I still get really anxious a lot of the time, and I feel that I cant even show what I worry about anymore because everyone in my family says how much Ive improved after going on it, and if I act like I really want to in front of them sometimes, theyll just say that I should go back to the therapist. Dont get me wrong, the medicine HAS helped, but when I feel that it doesnt, I cant relieve stress the ways I used to before going on it. I feel like sometimes, Im just not normal. I'll look around at school and see all of these happy students talking and I don't even know if I have anyone at school that I can talk about this to. I have good friends at school, but the ones I'm closest to I only see over the summer at an overnight camp. Like, I know that there are other people at school that have anxiety, depression, and other things like this, but if I dont want to talk about it, the odds are nobody else would. I don't want to go to the school therapist either because it would be just like my experience with therapists in the past, plus everyone would be able to know where I was going. Also, I get really paranoid about grades, even though I get good grades. I don't want to miss any class because of this. I really just wish that I could talk to people who have experiences like mine. So here I am. I went on my computer and literally typed into google "website where I can type my feelings", and this was the first place It took me to. I can already tell that this is the thing for me. I can write and talk to people, without them knowing anything about me. I'm so glad I found this because no one can judge me, and there are people possibly from all around the country or world that can understand what I'm going through. If you are still reading this, thank you for listening to my story, even if it wasn't exactly a story, I hope this website helps you as much as it helped me.
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