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9 months ago · · depressed,
I used to not understand why someone takes their own life. I now have hit my lowest point and i do understand now. Ive been depressed for so long I just can't find a way out. I mean i have nothing to look foward to, nobody to rely on. My anxiety level is through the roof. I am uncertain of what to do with my life. Everyday all i can see and think is darkness. I cant bring myself to get a job. Or even go out much anymore. I look im the mirror and feel anger towards myself. I have health issues nobody should have at my age due to the stress i cause myself. In my mind im constantly trying to break free. I can't. I just cant. It hit me so hard tonight. I just want to break down.