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To all involved,
My first and last post.
I am not disappointed in you, nobody goes this far to destroy someone for no reason. I'm still seeing this with my eyes open; Soon, when these eyes shut forever, I want you to know this : -
It's not your fault. Yes, you had options and you had a choice in how you react, but, it is not your fault.
Fate and I , Karma and I , Destiny and I shook hands a long time ago and made a deal. I broke all the rules, Instantly the devil in me decided to do so. I have been rude, selfish and agressive, I have treated everyone wrong since the day I was born and I never had a purpose in life, because of this I made one up.
I set out to do the one thing I was incapable of.
-To make people happy.
That's great isn't it? Only , all it ever resulted in , was the opposite.
I am all the things you have said and written about me, apart from some things I have meant to have acted out or done , I am that person and you have had every right to do this.
In the end, no matter what happens now , I forgive you. I forgive you. I FORGIVE YOU! Its not and it never was your fault. I am solely responsible for whatever happens next.
Congratulations on your success. It is better this way, for everyone.
Yours sincerely ,
DEVIL.. EVIL... MONSTER.
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