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The Process

2 years ago · 2 · Cheated · Explicit


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Gah!!! 2 am and I’m awake?!

Is it insomnia or the cake?!

Could be the thoughts I can’t shake

Could be happiness I try to fake

Whatever the cause or the reason

Maybe it’s cause my toes are freezin’

Winter was my favorite season

Now I can’t even find it pleasin’

I can’t just fill the void I feel

“Time mends all” that shits not real

A clock has never helped cancer heal

This is a pain which I’ll have to deal

Every push and lie you told

Gave shape to this lifeless mold

I can only watch as we unfold

Nothing to grab nowhere to hold

No one knows what I should do

Its hard for me to stop loving you

But you keep saying we are through

And you’re ready for something new

So good luck I guess..

But fuck this mess

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  • Novni Guest · 2 years ago

    Gaaaah!!! 5am and I'm awake

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  • Novni Guest · 2 years ago

    Maybe watch some asmr videos? Some people find it relaxing so maybe it will help you fall asleep BTW nice rhyme

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