What are you looking for?
2 years ago · · Cheated · Explicit
Gah!!! 2 am and I’m awake?!
Is it insomnia or the cake?!
Could be the thoughts I can’t shake
Could be happiness I try to fake
Whatever the cause or the reason
Maybe it’s cause my toes are freezin’
Winter was my favorite season
Now I can’t even find it pleasin’
I can’t just fill the void I feel
“Time mends all” that shits not real
A clock has never helped cancer heal
This is a pain which I’ll have to deal
Every push and lie you told
Gave shape to this lifeless mold
I can only watch as we unfold
Nothing to grab nowhere to hold
No one knows what I should do
Its hard for me to stop loving you
But you keep saying we are through
And you’re ready for something new
So good luck I guess..
But fuck this mess