Healing

Healing doesn't happen overnight. It is a long process to be able to feel yourself again and to feel like you're back on track again. I've been through a lot, i've lost myself many times, i messed up everything when my world was at the verge of falling apart. I remember waking up everyday with a heavy heart, unable to function well, wishing to just disappear, feeling my body and mind giving up and breaking down every single moment. When i think about it and remember those days, i've realized how strong i've become because i overcome and survived it though it still hurts deep down. Well, it is still about standing up and keep going with life. It is not about how many times you fell, hurt, cried or rejected. It is about the times you didn't give up and you continued even how hard and painful everything is. It takes a brave heart, it takes courage to face every single day with a smile on your face when deep down, your heart is torn in many pieces. So whatever that we've all been through, it made us to the person who we are today. Stronger. Braver. Right now, i'm still healing and working to become the best version of myself. It's been a painful journey but i'm choosing to fight and stay alive.

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