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Few months ago, i posted on this very site, a post full of self hate, a toxic post, a post reflecting the way i looked at myself.
The fact is i hated my body, like i said it disgusted me, i didn't even want to look at the mirror and done everything so no one knows what's underneath my always oversized clothes.
I hated my curves, i hated my chbby thighs, i hated my breasts, hated my eyes resting behind the glasses, hated my nose, my curls, even my cheeks i couldn't bare. I was a walking mess, or so i thought.
It took me so long to accept myself, it was a long painful process, for a whole year all i did is focusing on myself, getting to know me better as an attempt to make living in my head easier.
I tried to eat healthier most of the times, i cut of negative people, i starting doing more sports, i went more often out to the nature nd slowly i started to make peace with myself but it wasn't until today that i walked half naked in front in front of the mirror, i took a deep breath nd focused on my boody.
My chubby thighs, my curves i admired them.
My dark curly hair, my wide hazel eyes, my well drawn eyebrows, my full lips, it all looked harmonized together and for the first time i felt like i recognized the person in front of me, i respected him, nd felt proud to be me.
It's not about the few kilograms we put, it's not being size two, it's about being healthy. It's about making ur brains a place where u can peacefully live.
Love yourselves people and love each other.
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This is so inspirational. I needed this so bad.
ReplyYou deserve the best♡
Replyexactly. I'm happy for you =)
keep taking it slowly ♡
ReplyThat is good that you now accept yourself the lovely way you are.
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