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Dear parents
its me ,your beloved daughter .You probably wont ever get this letter ,if you ever did it will be so shocking for you to see this miserable and vulnerable side of me.Why would you ? How would you ?I have always kept this part of me locked away in a secret box.Only i have the key and am the only one unlocking it from time to time.I have never been myself in front of you guys but the way you expected me to.Disappointing you both will be the last thing I ever want ever in my life .Each day i wake up trying so hard to live up-to everyone’s expectations and each night i go to sleep knowing i once again has disappointed everyone.But i just want to say out loud , that i tried each day .My life is constantly swinging between what i want from me and what is wanted of me .And i want to let you know that i have neglected my own voice for so long .But its my breaking point .Am at the verge of falling apart...And oh my darling ami abu ,its not because of you , and may be its no one’s fault.Am the one who is not fitting in this world.So either something is wrong with me or something might be wrong with this world or its people.May be everyone is as messed up as i am.Just like they dont know about my secret letters ,i dont know about theirs.I have spent all my life like you asked me to ,working hard being better than everyone.And i am happy where i stand today.I enjoy the happiness and pride in your eyes when you look at me .And am so thankful for everything.I have always listened to all the struggles you did to help me reach my goals.But little do you know about my struggles.My sleepless nights,My depression episodes and my anxiety attacks.I have many stories to tell , you dont know how the world has been treating your little girl . Bullying, harassment ,violence i had it all mom.I love being your little girl but i have been strong for too long just for you to believe that.And i will continue to do so till my last breath.If my happiness is your happiness then i have to let you be happy.Whatever it takes i will always make you proud mama abu.I will be strong and i will work hard because all i want is the sparkle in your eyes.
Your beloved daughter.
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