What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
I’ve had a pretty shit day with all this stress and things going so fast, and I didn’t eat anything at all so I’m hungry. When I got home I was like hey I want Taco Bell even though my mom was already making stuff. She starts yelling at me so I just walk away and let it all out in my room, I hyperventilate and have a breakdown. It hurts so bad because they keep trying to let me talk to them about it but I don’t want to. They get mad because I’m not happy and they yell at me to come down or they’ll beat me. I can’t take it, it hurts because they’re so fucking insensitive. I can’t calm down i feel like somethings wrong with me . My mom jokes about it and says that oh maybe I’m on my period or she brings up something from September. I don’t want to talk to them because I know what they’ll do. They wouldn’t help me.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
Anxiety
I am having a really bad anxiety attack. I am about to fail a class if i dont get this paper done before tomorrow morning and my teacher isnt answering my email...
-
my job is a sickness
I am miserable. I work in a place where I have to walk on egg shells because my keeping my job relies entirely on if I'm liked or not. My word is worthless and...
omg this is scary, it's like I wrote it! This literally is something I would experience, honestly I thought, did I write this? Dont focus so much on your parents. focus on you and who you want to be and how you want to be. that's my advice, that's what has helped me at times. you were tired, take a nap. don't give them all the attention. you can put some space among you and have an independent personality. find yourself, and do more things that make you happy. don't see yourself so much through their eyes. try to make your own identity, be your own person. I'm just saying that because, they don't need to help you in this, because you don't have a problem. It becomes one when they don't think there's one, but there actually is, and they don't think there is. There's nothing they have to help you with. Nothing is wrong. They just hurt you, and you hurt them, and you don't communicate about it. But that's that. if they could communicate and believe you and what you feel exists, and if you could communicate and believe them and what they feel exists, while holding your own emotions/thoughts/perception as your only truth steadily before them too, you could communicate more openly and sensitively and lovingly. but there is nothing wrong with you or with them. you are all defensive it seems. and you want to communicate but you don't know how. that's something that hurts. i want the cure myself so much!
ReplyIt feels like I’m getting disowned, it happened before and it feels like shit. She called me gross and shook her head and walked away because she thought I was giving my brother attitude. I haven’t spoken to them ever since I came home, I just walk away and cry.
ReplyCall the kid's help line and speak to someone there about this.
ReplyThey keep trying because they're your parents and they love you. It may not seem like it and to be frank, they aren't doing a very good job of showing it but they just want to know you. You should talk with a counselor at school or a safe group of friends. Mental health isn't something to be ashamed of. Be honest with your parents and let them know that you don't feel comfortable talking with them. They might do the right thing and try to find better ways of addressing their concerns in the future. Best of luck I know how hard it is to be happy.
Reply