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I haven’t been on here in over 6 months. I kind of forgot about it until now. I’m currently a diagnosed bi polar and I occasionally have hallucinations during my lows and start to hear things. Similar to some schizophrenia type episodes. I’ve been doing alright for the most part and coping well with my meds but my meds have made me feel very numb emotionally. This past week my dad has been dying. And within the same week he went into a coma and then became brain dead. We pulled the plug a few days ago and I hadn’t shed a tear. Because I’m so numb so I went off my meds. And it feels great to be sad. It feels great to be sad when I should be sad. When I have a real reason. But now I’m starting to receive hallucinations again. And it’s making sleeping impossible so I’m being ultimately unproductive. It’s scary. Annoying. And hard. But I’m going back on my meds tomorrow. So I can get some sleep but just wanted to get it all out. Thanks if you read it all. Kinda boring sorry.
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Just as long as you go back onto your meds. I am sorry for your loss.
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