What are you looking for?
Let me be upset
1 month ago · · Poetry,
Here I am. Looking on the path
the journey is blurred
standing upright, still, calm
waiting for the path to be clear
something bounding again.
stopping me to move forward.
don't wanna go back from where I came.
so I stand still, fixed.
I rather sit down, grounded on the soil.
hold it tight not to slip away
its like a wind with all the noise
scratching on the skin, made blood and pain.
holding the pressure inside the body
closing the eyes tight for strength
let me go, let me sit
let me be upset
I was strong and will be strong again.
I fell again but will stand up again.
I will be motivated, pull myself up, walk again anyhow..
Just let me be upset for now.
I am not anymore like I used to be.
you know that right
I am much more tough, shielded and brave.
here I am, still again.
looking past, getting hurt.
But I wanna choose to be upset now.
Let me be upset for a time.
I will burst into tears
the pressure will release in fierce
I will shout without a sound
Let me cry for now.
I want to feel so relieved
so light like feather
breathing the air, the present
inhaling more strength
to face the world
to stand up and walk again
again on and on.
with a smile on face of mine.
not the same, but different this time.