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i honest don't understand myself one day i feel like everything is fine and i am super happy about how everything is going but then other days i hate everything and am so angry. Yes, i know that anger is natural but i also know that to much anger isn't okay and i feel like i am angry a lot. I just wish that i knew how to handle my anger, the only way i have ever been chill without anger and stress is when i smoked marijuana. Most of you guys don't know that i am in foster care so it's kind of hard to smoke when i can't ever been alone. I guess it doesn't help that i have to get drug tested and everything else. I am so stressed out all the time, i miss my dad so much and i don't know how to handle it. My dad is about to sentenced and i just know it will be a long time before he gets to have his freedom again. i miss living with him, i miss my best friend, i miss my old school, i miss my old life. my head is so fuzzy. I live with my 3rd foster family and right now thing are fine i guess but it is always crazy. they have 2 other foster kids and then 3 of their own and one on the way. i just feel like i want to bang my head against the wall. ughhh it is hard to talk to anyone because every time i try to they always jump to the assumption that i am hurting myself again or i am contemplating suicide or making a plan. yes, i have had some attempts in the last year but not every time i feel some type of way means i want to kill my self. i am so angry i dont know anymore on how to get it out.
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Anger is hard to manage, and it's hard to be happy when things aren't going the way we hope for. I will pray for you that you will find joy and supportive friends.
Replythank you i appreciate the support
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