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First off, I'm not mad at you. Not in any sense of the word. I just don't understand why you left me, seemingly at random and with no warning. I mean, everything seemed perfectly fine last Monday, and that was the last time I saw you. Tuesday was fine, we texted and you went so far as to open up to me about what was going on in your personal life. I asked you if there was anything I could do to help, and you said I was already helping by being your girlfriend. But on Wednesday, your responses became completely monosylaballic. Then on Friday, you sent your friend to tell me that you wanted to break up.
And that was it.
Well, for you, that was it. Not for me. You don't care about me, and I don't blame you. I consider myself extremely fortunate that you ever even did love me. I'm not good enough for you and we both know it, even though you never admitted it out loud. You're perfect, Jess. You don't know how perfect you are. Your physical beauty alone is enough to send hordes of people flocking to you, let alone your personality. You're so kind, so sweet, you're the closest to perfection one could really get. And of course your situation as of itself helps too. You live freely, or at least a lot more so than anyone else of our age and stature I've ever met. In fact, I wouldn't be very surprised if you already had another girlfriend. You and I were worlds apart, and I never deserved you.
So yeah, it was the end of us. With that last message on Friday. But it wasn't the end for me.
Ever since we became official, I devoted my life and everything in it to you. I would give almost anything to protect you and keep you safe. When you left, the meaning of my life did too. I feel nothing now except sadness and desperation. You were the only thing that motivated me to keep going. And I would gladly lay down my life for you, and I would give nearly anything to be by your side again. I loved you and I still do. (I know I'm kind of a yandere, but I can't help it.)
And to make it worse, you haven't been in school for almost two weeks. I'm going insane because I know I'll annoy you if I text you, but my worry for you right now is immense and all-consuming.
I love and miss you.
You don't know how much it hurts to not have you in my life anymore.
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