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i am fed up of being treated like a small kid even though i'm 22
4 years ago · 4 · Stress, +2 · Explicit
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so, i had a go for a friends wedding and the place that i have to go to is not very far away yet my parents are asking me all sorts of weird question, about how i'll go, where will i stay, there are telling me not to wander about at that place, always be with other responsible people there blah blah. I mean I know i'm a girl and a lot of bad things happen to girls in this shit of a country, because of some asshole motherfucking bastards i'm not even allowed to buy a pack of chips from a store that's literally 10 meters away from my home
i can't go outside
can't sit at my balcony for too long cause apparently that's not a thing that girls from a good household do, because doing that is giving signals to some mf bastards to come and fuck my life
also I should not be talking to people i've not known beforehand, but please explain to me how the fuck am i supposed to make fucking friends when I can't do anything i want to
and the worst part is my parents that have know me for my entire life ask my friends, with whom i'll be going to babysit me as if they are any better than me
I mean come on how can you not trust your blood
i'm fucking mad about this shit and it makes me feel that I should just disappear from everyone's life sometimes
becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm a fucking small 22 year old who cannot do anything without the assistance of some one else and because of that you know what has happened
i'm even fucking scared of asking for water at restaurant, cause I've started to believe i'm immature and I can't handle shit
because now i can't cause i'm scared because they never let me do anything on my on and at some point in near future they will tell me how i fucking can't handle any shit..
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so fucking happy this is the life I always wished for
i wished for being depressed and sad and scared and get used to the feeling of being completely utterly USELESS
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I wish I could meet you in person to help you. I live in South Africa, Johannesburg
This happens a lot more girls. I have two brothers and they had all the freedom growing up. Me, on the other hand, I was caged in like chicken.
I eventually put my foot down and stood on my own two feet.
Your situation is more extreme, I'd advise you to start small. Go out alone to a movie. Take a walk in your neighborhood. You can't live like that, where you are scared all the time. I'm 23 years old, I drive at like 11 pm at night, go to movies late. If I don't drive I uber. Yes, it is a scary world for women. But I can't live if I'm afraid.
Please try doing you, go out, and put your foot down when they question you because you are NOT A CHILD.
Replyi'm trying and it has been a little better now. i do things to make myself happy without caring what they would say
i do go out now and nuy stuff for myself and i love that
ReplyThat's soo awesome.
Wishing you all the best hun :)
ReplyYour parents are amazingly over protective. You must make them see they are holding you back from maturing into a brave and confident woman. You should leave home so that you can live your life. Don't let them stop you.
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