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I am so so in love with this one dude. His name will be "R." ive loved him for years. i remember meeting him when i was around 11. Im almost 17 now. im graduated from highschool. heh 2 years early. and yea i know my grammar is shit lol. im sorry. but anyways, we used to never be on good terms. i remember we used to argue about things all the time. but then one day something just clicked. we fell hard for each other. (and let me also add in we have NEVER met in person) im supposed to see him this monday. we always have talked off and on and each time, we would fall in love all over again. things happened and we ended up dating even tho we never met. i left him. biggest mistake of my life. but he forgave me for it. now that we are talking again, he asked me to move in with him. he lives 2 hours from me. he also asked me to move in because he knows my home situation. he is 19 by the way. my mom is an alcoholic and also bitches at me for shit. i never do anything good enough. but im thinking about moving in with him. it something i really wanna do. he also lives 30 minutes away from where im going to college. and there is lots of job opportunities where R lives. some of my family know what im planning and fully support me, but i dont know how to tell my mom about it. i know im only 16 right now, but i have my life together. i do everything on my own pretty much. i set my own schooling up to graduate early, i take care of all my doctors appointments and stuff. i always make sure have a ride to places when i need one in stead of asking my mom, i clean the house and do everyones laundry. the only thing i dont do is cook dinner. i take care of everyones animals including my own 2. i just feel like it would be a good decision for me to move in with R. and i really do love him. i dont even have to meet him to know how i feel. its 7am where i am and im up thinking about our life together. if that isnt saying something then i dont know what is. but yea. i guess here is my problem all in one. except for one thing i left out. my ex in the military is in love with me and ALSO asked me to move in with him, but dont feel the same. he is getting out the military for some issues and he also has ptsd and suicidal tendencies so im scared to tell him how i really feel. i want him to be okay but i also dont want him to do something stupid because i dont feel the same way he does. but yea. thats it lmao
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